I just write this one for refreshing my brain from overloaded
confusion because so many matters.Especially LOVE !
Can I call this LOVE ?
I dont know..
EX !
Ex boyF there .. who always made me feel so distrub because
of his ''word''.Who always said that ''i'm the one,the best !''
I'm his lastest,i'm his true love..i'm his.. *sigh*
I dont love him anymore !!! ( I think)
he tried to find someone better there..
I feel nothing at the time
but when he tried to love someone who in the same grade with me.. i feel something differetn in my heart.i feel mad,i feel gonna angry,i feel sad,broken.. and JAELOUS !!
yeah ! i feel jaelous seriously !
how can this feeling come to me?
how can i feel the same thing as we still together?
i was love you !! yeah ''was'' ..
I'll always love you but my parents disagree with our relantionship.
we must break at the time..
But i still love you
why you make me dissapointed boy??
you gone with someone else
you broke my heart for thr first time..
I wanted to said to you that I STILL LOVE YOU
29 agust 2009 12:55:29
Remember? :')
we were declarated our love with a relantionship
dear :') .. you can felt how musch happines in my heart?
how much love always made me smile?
I just know that world was always shining
I just know that life was more beautiful
since I love you at the first time !!!
I won't to gone
I won't to left
I won't to stop loving you,dear :')
But destiny said we must stoped.
my parents disagree with ours.
I tried to leaving you slowly
I tried to hurted you eventhough .I couldnt .
It hurted my self !!
I have to made you hated me as I could
But...
you not hate me .. you not angry with me !
I cried as hard as my heart broken
I tried to forget you !!
SEMAKIN AKU LUPAIN KAMU,GAK TAU KENAPA AKU SEMAKIN GAK BISA :')
By:Rizka Ramadani
I think that I am the stupidest person you'll ever know. I'm stupid so stupid my thinking that I can without you, and that's just bullshit. I am doing some ways to get you're heart back and several times did I waste my time just to have fun with others. I guess my thinking is correct, although I understand the feeling was gone but what I feel can never be like you. I'm not the one who best thing you've ever met and even away from the hope of every woman. but I'm proud as I can to love and be loved by someone as beautiful as smart and interesting as you are. I think I can't say anything I hope someday there is happiness that awaits us :')
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